prom was crazy. i am really glad that i got to take cindy to prom. she was really fun to go with. but there was this other girl that i was thinkin about askin. ive talked to her and asked who she wanted to ask by...and she didnt want to tell me. that led me to suspect that maybe she wanted me to ask her. hmmm. maybe. i asked her again after prom and she still didnt wish to tell me who the person was. that only furthered my suspicion. she said she would tell me one day over the summer. i guess i jz hav to be patient. but im am completely satisfied with cindy. i think that this other girl prolly wouldnt hav wanted to dance that much. she doesnt seem the type to freak all that often.

after prom i had a kickback at my house. no drinking tho. there was only movies being played and i had a hookah session set up in my backround. all in all it was pretty chill. met some pretty chill people. no crazy parties, that aint how i roll. like when i do go to parties i jz end up jz chillin on the couch or something... observing the drunks around, doing stupid shit. i hav never been drunk and hope to never will.

yayayay schoool is almost over. my high school career is jz about finished. i dont have any finals another plus. graduationis next week hoorah.then grad night. and my favorite part is EDC. both days are goin to be crazy. after all that ima live a cleaner life. im tired of smoking. it jz got boring. i dont see the point of it anymore. but that doesnt mean ima give it up completely. its ok to party and all. but ima jz take it easy anyway.

i hav gotten close to this girl this year. and i really love our relationship. dont kno wat to do. but ive been thinkin. that the best thing to do is jz wait, and if it is truly meant to be college life will bring us even closer together. but im pretty sure she isnt interested in any serious relationship at the moment. and she is also really close to another good friend of mine. and im jz fine with that too. he is a very good candidate and i would definatly approve. she should be with anyone that could make her happy. thats all i really care about, is that she is happy. she is a great person, she deserves it.

hakuna matata